surrounded by emptiness

   How to start with what I’m having in mind. Okay, let’s cut it short. I’ve just watched a particular movie about something. Sorry I don’t do any advertising on my precious blog for free. Anyway, this movie really makes me think about the countless stereotypes and stigmas that society has drawn up with. I mean we’re actually living in a safari, metarphorically of course. Everyone depends on power which is the same as lions depend on their strength to catch a hare. The only difference is that we can talk and have a bigger ‘brain’ to create blah blah blah.

I mean it’s really sad to know that the minority is always at the loosing end and constantly being pressured and discriminated. I don’t know though the movie has nothing to do with me in real life but it’s seriously mind-boggling and it irks me so much. I really need to sleep before I appear to be gibberish and all.

Anyway, have been listening to Jon McLaughlin’s over the past few weeks because all of his songs are damn awesome and really describes me me me, the unwanted and lonely one in this whole wide world, maybe the only one too.  Hey have you ever wondered if one can survive without love and all? I don’t think I can. Urgggg, fuck fuck fuck. I hate myself for being so pessimistic at times but seriously trust me, if you had finished watching this movie, I swear you’d be totally having the same feelings as mine right now.

Okay, on a lighter note, I went to the mall last weekend and I tell you one of most disgusting things to do in my city is going to the mall. Can you believe it when the girls who are selling FUGLY FAKE LVs are seriously fucking stuck-up. I approached one stall and looked at the goods and the salesgirl approached. Here is how the conversation went, of course it was translated by me.

Me : How much is that LV wallet? It looks so real *sarcastically*

The fucking beeyotch (TFB): It’s 120,000. (Prolly around 11 bucks)

Me: Wow, fake ones can be quite expensive.

TFB: The wallet is really real. Don’t you know that it’s LV? It’s a high-end brand from America.

Me: Thank you but I don’t think I can afford to buy your American wallet.

And of course I started to laugh till my belly hurt. Walau eh, if you want to talk about LV with me. I can tell you with my greatest aplomb that I’m the most faithful and loyal and nicest fan of LV ok. You the biggest slut on this planet. I’m the biggest fan of LV of all times in history. Ok, at least counting from the year that I was born of course. I bet you can’t even spell out what is LV. Don’t come and act with me. I’m the BIGGEST LV fan on this planet ok. Don’t you dare giving me the you-can’t-afford look else I’m going to burn down your house.

  Ok, I’m really going to sleep now. I’ll be a vegetarian for two days starting from now. It’s  a kind of religious belief that my family has followed since I was born. And there’s going to be a mass black-out including my area tomorrow starting from 7am till i-dont-know-when pm. Loving this fabuleux third world country. Seriously speaking, can you buy electricity from Cambodia or Laos or Thailand or China..? I dont know where else to buy.

Till then, tata. Stay updated with the fashion trend and live your life like there’s no tomorrow. But pls don’t dance like there’s no tomorrow because it’s gonna look so awful and possessed like Paula.

P/s been wondering why does the colour of children’s poops appear to be quite a bright yellow but adults’ appear to be a bit greenish yellow and sometimes brown, ok mine at least. I dont eat brown and greenish yellow food.

Have a nice weekend and remember to dream about me every night alright.

miss you my little world. this one is for you, the only.