surrounded by emptiness

October 16, 2008, 2:45 pm
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basics
name:::	THD
age:::	20
birthday:::	11 June 88
zodiac sign:::	Gemini, famously inconsistent.
height:::	172
weight:::	65. A bit more than I need actually.
shoe size:::	11 UK 41/42 EU 10 US.
any piercings?:	Not yet.
any tattoos?:	Nope.
glasses/contacts:::	Glasses.
do you have braces?:	Nurrppe.
hair color:::	Black.
eye color:::	Dark brown.
race/heritage:::	Asian.
favorites
color:::	Green, blue, orange, white.
person:::	My mother. Her name is Theresa. Haha, lame.
band:::	Onerepublic.
tv show:::	Gary Unmarried, Worst Week, Monk, Desperate Housewives, Amazing Race.
movie:::	Silence of the Lamb for now.
number:::	11.
day of the week:::	Friday.
season:::	Fall.
place:::	Bed.
sport:::	Swimming and Spending Moolah and Sleeping.
singer:::	Myself.
book:::	Many awesome titles. I can’t list out. Right now, 1984-George Orwell.
month:	December.
flower:::	Erm, no preference, maybe sunflower?
candy:::	Jellybeans, gummy bear.
ice cream flavor:::	Classic vanilla topped with almonds.
restaurant:::	Tony Roma’s.
actor:::	George Clooney.
actress:::	Marcia Cross.
animal:::	Dogs.
drink:::	Milk.
website:::	my blog.
instrument:::	Piano.
planet:::	Earth.
ceral:::	Peacans with mixed fruits.
store:::	Club21. V.
cartoon character:::	Flintstone
body part:::	BRAIN!
video game:::	Super Mario. Max DJ, Need for Speed.
first
your first word was:::	umh? I wasn’t able to spell it back then.
the age of your first kiss was:::	1.
your first time was:::	first time doing what? Do you think what I’m thinking about what you’re thinking ?
the name and age of your first love was:::	zzz.
have you ever…
gotten drunk:::	Nope. I’m always in control.
done drugs:::	Unfortunately no. My life is boring I know.
had sex:::	I’ve been dying to.
done a threesome:::	Nope
been jelous of a friend:::	Yeah. Once in a while.
been suicidal:::	Definitely nope. I love myself too much.
been homicidal:::	A couple of times when I lose self-control.
stole something:::	Yeah man.
fallen in love with a friend and couldn’t tell them:::	Nope.
wrecked a car:::	A bicycle.
been held back a grade:::	I’m not as stupid as you think I’m.
lost a friendship over something stupid:::	To a great extent, it’s stupid to lose a friendship over anything.
been single for more than a year without wanting to be:::	Without wanting to be, so yep.
dumped someone cause you were sick of them:::	Haha, I might be the one who get dumped.
broken a bone:::	Nope. I don’t wish to.
been in a serious fight:::	Yerp.
been do depressed it was hard to get up in the morning:::	Haha, proudly saying NOPE.
cried over someone:::	Yeah.
had a friend who died young:::	Yep. No further comments.
had to go to a funeral of someone you really loved:::	Yep.
this or that
winter/summer:	Winter.
rebirth/death:	Wow, what a question. Rebirth.
coke/pepsi:	How about A&W?
hot tub/pool:	Pool because being in a hot is like stewing in your own filth.
dream/reality:	I would prefer reality. However, both of them, under econs perspective, are definitely complementary.
cat/dog:	DOG.
flowers/candy:	Flowers are beautiful to look at and smell. But not all of them smell nice. Candy is really great to gobble down but bad for your teeth.
comedy/tragedy:	Comedy definitely. But sometimes I find these comedic elements in tragedy and vice versa.
your view on
politics:::	its outcome, whether it is desirable or not, directly affects me. However, it’s a sad thing that I can’t make a difference on its outcome. The view of politics has become more and more pessimistic as you grow older. It deviates from reality and even from idealism.
god:::	does exist. You just need to have the faith.
gay marrige:::	a very sensitive issue again. But in my opinion, our future generation will laugh at this ridiculous and feel disgusted about the whole issue just like how we now feel so furious about slavery, black-white, women’s inaccessibility to education and politics. Definitely positive about this issue. Connecticut is the third States legalized gay marriage if you haven’t been reading the news.
magick:::	is an illusion. Sometimes it’s an illusion within an illusion. And for me, illusion is a feeling of being cheated since illusion is virtual.
love:::	is the main factor that led to many downfalls in human’s history on a macro perspective. However, it’s the greatest downfall for one man not having the love on a micro view.
evolution:::	will definitely continue no matter how much one may want to stop it.
aliens:::	i am with all of my optimism, sure that they do exist. Simply because the universe is infinite in terms of size. And it’s such a terrible waste of space not having aliens. And we, human will be sad too because we’re such a lonely bunch of greedy bastards. Maybe when we become more cultured and rational, the aliens will stop by and make friends with us?
abortions:::	I will get back to this later.
karma:	I strongly belive in karma. Maybe it is useful in making me a nicer person. But it’s like such a selfish thing when I don’t want to be nice but I’m forced to be nice just because I’m wishing not to encounter any bad experiences.
fate:::	Everything does out out to the best in my opinion. So definitely positive.
legalizing marijuana:::	Yeap. Just treat it another cigarette and liquor and tax the fuck out of these baked and stoned losers whose brains are half-dead most of the times.
the afterlife:::	I belive in reincarnation so yeap.
do you have
more than 50 cd’s?:	Like real CDs or the MP3 on my Ipods.
a car?:	Nope even though I wish to own one.
a motercycle?:	Yeah but it’s not with me currently.
a job?:	Being the slave of my inner self.
more than 10 pairs of pants?:	Definitely nope.
more than 15 shirts?:	Hell yeah
more than 8 pairs of shoes?:	Nope.









loves
friends:::	yeah, friends play a big part in my life even though I have a very small circle of friends. But they’ll be there for me in times of trouble that I know for sure.
faimly members:::	Parents and two older brothers.
pets:::	None.
random
do you love yourself?:	More than you love yourself for sure and I’m not kidding.
if you were a mythical creature what would it be?:	A Greek God will be great.
if you had a wish….:	it will be more wishes. I think everyone will answer the same thing. What to do when one of the most prominent characteristics of homo sapiens is greed?
other
anything else not mentioned?:	My shoulders are not perfectly levelled. I have this weakness in not being able to voice what I truly want to when facing against the others and I also feel like punching a whole lot of others but I’m so scared they’ll punch me back way harder. I’m not kidding. Trust me, some are complete mofos who don’t think when they open their fucking smelly holes. Some are seriously being totally narrow-minded who love to express their own opinions and think they’re above all. Some lack a serious sense of humour at a severe degree that when talking to them I feel worse than talking to a cactus. Some are being spoilt brats. Some are so much older than me but their behaviour is completely unacceptable. They can do it in their caves, not in public place. Luckily they’re merely acquaintances because if I were to be their friends, I’d kick their crotches 382839499220101839034840420202084020202 times a day.

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